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Um..I thought I was doing a challange?I guess not. I should have known better then to start one in the middle of the week. I havent done too bad...except I didn't count calories for a number of days.
So the challange is still going to be there cause I'm going to bust my ass for the rest of July however it wont be as strict as I first intended it to be. I have been at 177 for the past 2 weeks! It's making me insane! Honestly, I cannot wait till I'm at 175..that will mean 10 pounds gone FOREVER!!!!! I havent lost 10 pounds before, this is so exciting!
For the past couple of weeks I have been thinking about joining a gym to take some classes. I think it will be good for me to try something new because I'm starting to get bored with my walking already. The only thing is, I cannot get over the fact that I'm embarassed to go to a gym. Seriously, isn't that the stupidest thing you have ever read? A fat girl embarassed to go to the gym? I mean..that's what I SHOULD be doing..that's what people do, go to the gym to get in shape..and here I am that wants to lose some lbs before she goes to the gym. I have to suck it up and just go and sign up. Another thing is, I'm afraid some people I know will be there..I know I know..I shouldn't care what other people think but it's hard not to.
And another thing, if I joined the gym I would have to drive there. Um I havent mentioned this before but I'm so SCARED of driving..I dont know why. I shouldn't be though cause I did my road test and passed last year. It's just that I havent driven in so long that I feel scared. I should definitley start driving around the block or something so I can get used to it.
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